Sunday, September 27, 2015

We Meet Again

Hey yall,

damn i really haven't blogged in a MINUTE. i fell off hard last year. basically, a bunch of stuff accumulated (stress, homesickness, depression, new meds) and i ended up not leaving my apartment for weeks at a time, dropping out of my swedish course in the second semester and putting on about 30 lbs.

WELL, i'm happy to say that i'm doing a lot better now. i'm off all psych meds, feeling great, back in a swedish course and heading to the gym 4-5x/week. ive already dropped 5 kilos, and some of my old clothes are starting to fit. it almost feels surreal, these clothes i haven't been able to fit up past my thighs or pull down over my boobs are hugging my body (tightly) in a good way! they don't all fit yet, but i still have several more kilos to lose before i'm happy so i'm sure they'll fit when i get there :D

trying on clothes you used to love that didn't fit you for almost a year is a very similar high to shopping, in my opinion. but it's totally FREE. i've taken to doing a on of online shopping on sites like missguided,, and asos just daydreaming about how good the clothes will look on me in another month or two lmaoo embarrassing or what?

Martin and I are going on vacay to Warsaw next week and i'm looking forward to picking up a few cute things at some stores they have there that we don't have here (unless we go to Stockholm, which is 2.5 hours away unfortunately.) Mostly I'm excited to hit up mango, new look and zara.

we have a few other little adventures planned while we're there, and then two weeks after we get home my mom (who moved back to germany btw!!!), her best friend and her best friend's son will be visiting us. So i should have tons of posting material in the next month or so.

hope you're as excited to get back on this journey with me as i am!

i don't think i realized how much i missed blogging until i started writing this entry haha but hopefully i will stick with it! i'm looking forward to blogging about my continued journey here in sweden.

talk to you soon loves :*


Monday, October 13, 2014

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

sunrise eyes

hey guys! i've got a new video up on my youtube channel. its inspired by the sunrise :) feel free to check it out! here

Sunday, October 5, 2014


Hey guys!

So i did another tag on my youtube channl, the TMI tag, so if you'd like to check it out, its here, and as always, embedded down below.


Saturday, October 4, 2014

Green and Gold

i filmed another makeup tutorial, this time combining green and gold. i hope you guys enjoy it!